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Posted at 02:59 PM

love is super blissful when its alive and yet it hurts like hell when its dead..

wala lang, ang hirap magmahal, pero ganun tlga, please Lord, make the hurting stop.. sobrang ang sarap and ang saya nung feeling na in-love ka pero still.. ah ewan.. basta,, ganun na yun.. go figure..ü

soccer hunks and soccer dudes rock!

.:users of God:.
Posted at 01:20 PM

it is really annoying when people use God.

a very concrete example of whuch is when people keep on passing ym messages about loving or thanking Him. i mean im not saying that im not thankful or anything but still, real gratitude and real sincerity that really came from the bottom of your heart is not by force. honestly, kaya may nagsesend ng ganyan kc most often than not, napipilitan lang. anyhoo, it only comes down to one almost mandatory thought...

stop using God.

anyhoo, grad ng sis ko kanina, and surprisingly, hindi aq smama, hehe, grbeh it really shows how fast time can really fly, imagine its just like yesterday that we were fighting over a doll and now were fighting over our room space...ü

honestly, ang saya kahapon sa resort nila noey eventhough it rained on us, i guess it because i never really expected the trip to be really fun. actually, i was anticipating boredom and stuff. i guess i was proved wrong...ü

moon shadow...ü

.:off to the beach on a rainy day:.
Posted at 01:15 PM

nyemas! its raining, pano ko magbebeach bukas?! good thing pinayagan aq ni mumsy... wuhoo! i hope i get tan lines...

im craving for something, so bad... SIOMAI! gusto ko ng siomai ng hen lin! gusto ko magapadeliver. pero imposible, anong oras na. oh well, bukas nlang,

mark my word, im gonna stuff myself with siomai tomorrow! hahaha ü

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Posted at 03:05 PM

had a very busy day, busy but fun. watched meet the fockers with mae-c jela and bea. saw the cutest dress. a big thanks to jela ang bea. gosh. i think im gonna buy it for the soph nyt. hopefully. and the cutest white shoes! its from celine though. kinda expensive for something id wear for like one time. kc its not the kind of shoes that id really wear on a casual day. oh well, haha. i want it eh, thats why maybe im gonna buy it. haha.

on the other hand, saw kristine hermosa in celine. grabe ah. she looks a whole lot better sa tv than in person. she looks kinda like freaky in person. shes so white and her hair is like super yellowish goldish thing. freaky. i didnt even recognize her at first, i only did after i really stared at her, oh well. things just dont come out what we like them to be most of the times.

and by the way. please dont think of me as your fallback like if you chose her and she breaks your heart... just please. im not the rebound girl you know. but still i like you eh, kaya the heck with it. haha.

i hide my pains behind my pretty smiles :D like a clown i play an act (according to trissa's blog) :D haha. tough luck. like i said, things dont always go the way we want them to and you cant help not to be rejected, coz its part of life. but then, love has no distinctions, its not that i already love you as in love love, but still, attraction is kinda like a small part or fraction of love right?

.:more confused than ever:.
Posted at 12:16 PM

is it time for me to let go? seems like you already made your choice. nothing to worry about, we would still be friends i don't even know what made me like you. i guess dito talga napo-prove na you can't choose the people who you gonna fall for. oh well, tuloy ang buhay, it doesn't stop here, and it could never stop here. but it doesn't mean that i'd stop liking you. coz i still do.

i hope you're reading this coz i want you to tell me something. i hope.